It was these kind of moments when I know I have somewhere to go. Walking home from the office; I thought this was exciting. It was just a momentary feeling of independence that I am working on my own, trying to survive. Nothing fascinating at all.
This was the moment when I know some time from now, I will start to love caffeine even if I don't want to. I know this kind of feeling. I hope I still have a choice. I am trying to validate if tea will do because I love tea. I'm not gonna unlove tea.
I'll be hanging around with mugs and coffee and large messy tables in the future. I'm starting to wonder how it feels like doing what you really love while you need to go on sleepless nights.
It was just a sparse of a feeling when I realized everything is slowly making sense.
That kind of feeling that you have something to look forward to.
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Because I always know that I am not for the corporate world. Business perhaps, but no, not full time.
So where does it leave me? hmmm...
To chase my dream and make my parents proud.
...
A simple phone call to my nanay and tatay and I can smell the scent of their happiness,
they thought, "at last our daughter is back.".
See you soon!
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."
-Jeremiah 29:11-13
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